decisions. decisions.

remember me talking about the adventure that i am going on in january? yeah...i'm not going and yeah, it sucks pretty bad. my life and mind set have been leading up to this point but my obedience to the Lord is more important than any "plans" that i have for myself. with no doubt in my mind, i know that God was calling me to this journey but for a lot of reasons, i had to be obedient and walk away.

a few posts ago i wrote this:

.....make a commitment to live life experiencing the things that God has for us to experience. He has that plan for my life which day by day, i am learning and growing to become the person that is needed for the next step. who knows what these next months will prove to be but i know that my life has purpose and intentional love. His love.

just trusting that this experience is a part of the process that is making me into the person for the next experience.

growing up is hard. can i stop now?
to be honest, some days i want to cry and crawl in my bed with brinkley and never leave. other days i am ready to conquer the world!

in the end, i can truly say, that it is still very much well with my soul.

love.

p.s. i LOVE this tent