Adventure.Adventure.

my desire is to be everyone and everything. what i mean is, i want to do so many things in my life but i'm not sure if there is enough life to do them all. i know people say this a lot but it is really important for my life to actually mean something. like at the end, when the day has come to meet the Lord, i want to say that i have lived this life He has given me up.

currently, i want to marry a rancher, live in montana and work on a ranch with my manly rancher husband. wouldn't that be fun? to any of you who are reading this and who know me personally, that may seem a little random. i have always wanted to visit montana and i am convinced there is an endless supply of hunky manly men with glorious beards to satisfy my desire. i will find one that is the right one and we will be married. while that may never happen and i'm banking on the fact that will not be a part of my future, God does tend to love surprising me. so we will see.

in january i will be living my dream that i have had for so long. living around the world for 11 months which is not a bad start to the post college bucket list that i have.

well, i don't actually have one written down but it is definitely in my mind swirling around with the rest of the things that i dream about doing.

the moral of the story is there needs to be a point to all this, to life. Jesus is my point and i'm living everyday to keep in mind that i have a race to run and a life filled with the love that He has given me. that is the whole point. i don't want to waste it waiting around but make a commitment to live life experiencing the things that God has for us to experience. He has that plan for my life which day by day, i am learning and growing to become the person that is needed for the next step. who know what these next months will prove to be but i know that my life has purpose and intentional love. His love.

never look back on your life with regret. the decisions that we make will grow us to be who we are presently and in the future. there are mistakes that will inevitably happen but that is the beauty of life. with mistakes there is grace.

love.